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I am finding myself rather intrigued, but how certain apps work, regarding human interactions. I have found myself on a stranger’s audio call app a lot lately, where I am conversing with random strangers, some with a purpose and meaningful conversations, and others simply there for other selfish reasons, which I must not mention.

But, someone with social anxiety should surely try something like this, as it can help with boosting confidence and learning about how the world is holding conversations so effortlessly these days.

I find this quite funny, but its one of the things that has helped me ease up conversations. This time around, I went on a trip with my friends after a very long time, and I found myself feeling stuck in many ways, trying to strike up a conversation with her college friends. and when I was heading back home, I realized how much I was missing out on things.

Anyways, everything should be done in moderate amount. So, I only ever go on stranger’s audio call apps, like twice a month or something. It solely depends on my mood on that day.

Do you have something similar you do to over-come certain short-comings that you view in your life?

I have been looking at this painting, that’s been lying in my room. I clean it almost everyday, but it’s still very incomplete. I want to finish it, but I am also giving it as much time as I can to perfect it and turn it into something I would not feel like changing it ever again.

I get bored pretty easily of the things that I create, and if I stare at it for way too long, I would find ways of bettering it and wishing I would have added more of the bluer color to the already blue color. So, this time around, I want to create something, that no matter how long I stare at it, I would find absolutely no faults in it, no matter how many years pass by.

I want to keep looking at it, and feel proud of it. That is how special I want that painting to be for me.