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A. “No! You can’t show it to me.

A. “I am not ready for it.”

B. “The ending?”

A.”I am not ready for the ending. The ending of the the series that gave me the comfort I required. Nooo!!! It all started when I was quiet and sad.”

C. “Wait, why does everything have to start with sadness?”

B. “I don’t know, maybe to fit in the world, you have to imagine things coming from a pitiful place for others to feel you.”

A. “But guys, I was in a pitiful place that time. Remember?”

B & C. “Oh yes!” Nodding in agreement.

A. “And then this show came up and sweeped me off my feet.

It teleported me to a place that I don’t ever want to come out from.

Am I having reality issues?

Do, I want to permanently shift to a reality, that my body is not accustomed to?

Well, yes, I want to.

It makes me feel like home, when I already am in a place called home.”

Certain things make you feel loved, belonged, and also lets you express your uniqueness, and never abandons you.

Do I wanna forget everything about that show and start over again?

“Yes.”

“A desperate yes!”

So, don’t show me it.

The ending.

I wanna get accustomed to it, cry in my room alone for sometime and maybe after a year, when I am ready, I will take a deep breathe and watch it on my own accord.

But for now, just don’t even bring it up.

I already miss it, so don’t give me a solid reason to miss it.

⁃ the show I love is about to end.