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You know the worst fear I have, is me realising that I have lost myself, and have become someone else.

And the worst part of it, would be if I don’t remember who I really was from the very beginning.

Have you ever felt that way? Or only I feel that way?

You know, I wrote this whole parah a few days ago, and it makes sense only now.

Sometimes being yourself makes you doubt yourself, and that is when you start copying the outside world, to make you feel good about yourself. Because, why not? Everybody is following a certain trend originated from an idea, and if I were to follow it too, nobody would think me as weird, instead they would wanna be friends with me.

But hey, listen. Yes, you, wait up, and listen to me. The trend that you are following with others, let me tell you something about it. Don’t you think, it was also an original idea of somebody, who was maybe just trying to be himself just like you.

the only difference is, that you gave up, before even executing your idea, because of the fear, of people telling you that you were weird. And even he might’ve had the same thought as you, but he anyways executed his idea, which has now become a trend.

So, this was the sole differencebetween you and him.

So, what do you think comes out of this?

Do you still wanna follow the trend, and suppress your creativity from being known to the world?

You know, when I try to suppress my idea or some sort of creativity, my body and soul just feels restless, and makes me get irritated at almost everything in my life. In that stage, even the bird chirping nearby would irritate me.

But if I were to get on the stage and tell the wholeworld, what my idea really is, and how I feel about it, and how everybody is going to benefit from it, makes me want to kiss the bird chirping nearby.

It is that simple.

Did you still get, what I am trying to portray?

Yes, so lets get further.

The self doubt that I get, would definitely not let me sleep the whole night. But if I let my soul and my mind tell me what really is right for me, and keeps on giving me ideas, and me, simply noting them down and executing them, would be so much fun, investing my whole night into.

In simple words, you mind is anyways going to keep you awake because you are suppressing a certain idea, that you, yourself, and solely came up with. And the alternate thing would be, you spending the whole night, executing the idea, and listening to your inner voice, keeping you up all night.

So, which one would you prefer?

The restless night of suppression, or a happy night full of executing amazing ideas.

You know what meditation really does to you?

It helps you listen to that tiny voice, that is always guiding you in your head. And the only thing that it asks you to do, is bring it out into the physical world, because the brain solely can’t do that for you, right?

It can’t walk out of your head thinking, ” I, give this person tonnes of ideas, and he never wants to execute it, so I might as well execute them myself, and become a hero.”

So, the only thing your mind asks you to do, is execute them. It is that darn simple.

And with listening to your inner voice, and not suppressing it, you will start to care less, of what people might think of you.

Just a day ago, I read this quote on a youtube video, I was watching and it said, “once you start thinking that , nobody is actually thinking about you, life would be so much more fun.”

So, if you overthink, about putting yourself out there, just read this quote and let your mind and your soul help you out.

The answers are always within you, but we are still looking for confirmation in the outside world.

So, what we learnt today, was you allowing your inner voice to guide you. In return, all you have to do is respect it, and allow it to offer you with amazing and crazy ideas, which would make you feel good.

This blog has no steps in particular, just a general understanding of your body and soul.

Sart meditating.

Even if it is for 5 minutes daily, but just do it.

Catch yourself red-handed whenever you see yourself, doubting yourself or your ideas. Shake your head, and tell yourself, that you are the best.

As long as you are not harming others through your ideas, and they are with an intention of benefitting others, then what are you afraid of?

You are just good to go.

So start the race, and win it. And even if you don’t, then start another one of your own race again and run much more faster this time, and reach the finish line, leaving everybody behind.

(Ohh. That just rhymed. Right there.)

So, did you finally get, what I was trying to interpret?

If yes, then let us all dance together, to one of lana del rey’s songs.

And if not, then read my other blogs, you will get, what I am trying to say, and then we will again dance, but this time to troye sivan’s songs.

Bye.

Lots of love and happiness, to the whole universe, even the aliens.

What if an alien was reading my blog right now?

Hey, mr. alien, don’t feel offended. I don’t differentiate you.

Let us be friends , okay? Mr. alien? Mr. alien?

Ok bye, everybody.

– Naiaa of sea

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