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Dear waves in the ocean,

There she stood, by the door, looking for home somewhere, anywhere.
she played with her laced dress, unconsciously thinking of all the things life was making her got through.
At first, she had resented life, and cussed at it, for how cruel it had become towards her, but now she had jut given up.
she had started feeling numb and hazy, and didn’t care if the pain still existed inside of her.

She had stopped asking questions like “why?” Or “why only me?” Or “For what reason ?” .
she had stopped asking these questions a long time ago.

She grabbed her phone from the dressing table which stood beside the door, and again stood at the same position, beside the door, staring at the closed window. She plugged in her earplugs and a soothing melody, intoxicated her and drove her away from her thoughts.

Everything had a remedy. But for now, her rememdy was listening to the soft piano with a distant hum inside her ears, slowly drifting into her body, then soul. It soothed her, and made her feel at ease.
“is this what I should call my home?” She asked her mind silently, whilst glancing at the closed windows. And her reply came with a gentle smile to herself. “Maybe yes.”

Suddenly, she felt the urge to open the windows, and so, she stepped forward and opened the windows, which instantly blew soft evening breeze to her tired face.

She needed a home , but where could she get that home, when she was already at the physical home she was standing in?

As the wind continued to come in through the windows, it reminded her, of how calm and beautiful she felt. The thoughts seemed to have again come to her mind, but this time, they came one by one, and not in a forceful way, making her feel uneasy and restless, instead they came with a solution to every bad things it had offered before.
some thoughts came without a solution, assuring her, they would be solved when the time was right. She had still to learn from the lessons in her life, and become strong.

A sudden thought crossed her mind, like a low wisper to her ears. “If everybody started working in favour of you, would you feel like the character of the movie you adore, who is strong and brave, and solves everything with grace?”

A smile pained her lips, which then turned into a musical soft laughter. And she didn’t care if she was laughing to herself, alone in her room. She just liked, how her mind and heart could also make her laugh.

“Maybe, this is where I need to find my shelter. My home.” She spoke out, to nobody, while she lifted her hand, and placed it on her chest, feeling her heart beating with excitement . “My home is here, within myself.”
As she spoke those words, her body reacted with goosebumps, sending chills through her body, of feeling loved and adored. It felt like she had just found herself, in that very moment.

– to all the waves in the ocean, looking for home. (Find it within yourself)

– from the girl, feeling warm like brown, in her faourite night gown.

I wrote this little scene, for everybody to understand that we could always find that lost home within ourselves. It is often found, when we think we can’t deal with our thoughts alone. When it is becoming crazy, staying alone with ourselves, and we are constantly searching for company to not be left alone with our thoughts. That is when you find happiness within you.

Hello, you can call me Sea. I thought, I should help people in a diiferent way, and I fell upon this idea. I decided to write my blogs, in the form of a letter to everybody, so that you can feel personally belonged here in my blogs. I just want people to feel belonged and loved, and they can always feel that here.

Tell me, if you like this style of my blogs.
Thankyou.

If you would like to connect with me,
you could always do it in the following.

To follow me on instagram : 00sea2400 http://Instagram.com/00sea2400 To follow me on wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/00sea2400
(in case you would like to read my poems, which I write to inspire everyone)

To watch my video on youtube about ‘happiness’
you can check it out here.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VCqfbgSjriY

If you would like to connect with me,
you could always do it in the following.

To follow me on instagram : 00sea2400 http://Instagram.com/00sea2400 To follow me on wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/00sea2400

To send me a letter you can always send me on my email id. darya002400@gmail.com